Wow, just cannot believe a whole month has gone by that I have been seeing Rob. It's truly been a really great month. I haven't been this happy in years, probably a decade!!
I gotta be honest tho, I am really scared that I am falling hard for him. I've always been a hopeless romantic, wear my heart on my sleeve kind of lady. I always end up being hurt, always. I find myself really holding back with him, even tho he isn't.
I feel like I should just close my eyes and lean back and just fall, but so many times, no one is there to catch me. I feel like he would, but do I want him to?
I'll just take it day by day, it's all I can do. In the mean time, I enjoy how he winks at me, kisses the back of my hand, holds me in his arms, sings to me and looks deep in my eyes.

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